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Monday Blues

Hey all

First things first let me warn you I’m absolutely exhausted. We had a stock take at work last night which is compulsory for every member of staff, and it started at half 9 in the evening, and went on into the early hours of the morning, which would have been fine if I didn’t have to get up at 5am to go in for my normal 6am shift. I got home around half 2, and didn’t see any point in going to sleep for 2 and a half hours, so I’ve been up all night. I would have got some kip this afternoon had I not been sorting out flat stuff, but hopefully this means we should be moving in this weekend :D.

I’m making the most of my last hour alone today as Mel, albeit half-arsedly, haven’t really shaved since yesterday, and I’ve no make-up on, but meh, we’re all allowed those days right? This is also my first time without my padded shorts on, and I must say I feel more comfortable without them, even If I don’t have my usual curves. Still it’s enough to be sitting here talking to you guys before playing some more Skyrim (just downloaded the new Dawnguard expansion, and it’s AMAZING!)

In other news, I’ve almost finished my big arty poster I’ve been working on for the last few weeks, then I can get on and colour the thing, unless I find something else to add like I did the other day.

Also I find I’ve become a bit obsessed with the new female trainer from the upcoming Pokemon Black and White 2 as I really like the style of her outfit, and she seems to be the most mature female protagonist yet. Can you guess why? I’m considering this for an upcoming birthday in September, If I can get the right parts that is.

Anyway, that’s pretty much it for today, hopefully I can fully Mel out tomorrow, still need more make-up practice. So till then….


Mel xxxxx



They call me Mel-low yellow

Hey All

Hooray, finally have an to myself where I’m not running around trying to sort out loans/bank accounts/ rent money or all of the above. It feels like forever since the last time I could properly be Mel. Still once the flat is sorted I’ll be able to stay like this past 5 pm because there’ll be no family coming home except K, and she thankfully knows. Although I have fallen out of practice with the old make-up, looks a bit squiffy today :S

Still I’m amazed at how relaxed I’m feeling now I’m dressed this way again, considering how crappy/hectic the last few weeks have been. It’s all seemingly washed away now. Hopefully things will stay at this level for the next few months at least, until something else comes along (I know what is coming but I’m sworn to secrecy at the moment 😦 )

Also my birthday is coming up next month (25 on the 30th July) and I’m having a massive fancy dress bash. Not comfortable going as Mel to that yet, think the first test run for that will be Halloween. Anyway, I’ve just ordered my costume for it, wich can be found here if anyone’s interested. Who knows, maybe Mel may stop by for the pre-lash beforehand, depends on which friends are there at the time, and if we’re in the new flat by then.

Anyway, I’m off to do a bit of drawing, which is something else that helps to relax me.


Mel xxxxxx


Sunday Photos

Hey all,

this is just a quicky to show you the photos I mentioned in my last post. The ones from the Sunday night at my friends house where I was shown how to use make-up etc. Enjoy ^_^

Bank Holiday Hi-jinks

Hello again all.

Got some big news today that happened over the long weekend.

First of all, two more friends have now seen Mel, and not only that, along with my fiancée (K), helped give me some make-up tips with the things I bought last Friday. Unfortunately I’m still waiting on the photos to be emailed to me (I forgot to take my camera, but i’ll stick em up here when I get em). Anyway, we had a few drinks etc, then I decided I’d walk home in Mel mode (it was something stupid like 2 in the morning so I knew there was hardly any chance of being seen.  So K and I started to walk back to mine when the heavens opened and we had no choice but to call a taxi. “Oh crap” I thought, seeing as there was no way I was de-Mel-ing in the rain, but it was way to heavy to walk in. Eventually the taxi came and I just held my head forward so my wig hid my face until we were in the car and the lights were off again.

Anyway after a 10 minute nerve-wracking drive we reached the garage by where I live, and the rain had eased off. The driver then turned around to us and said “Just here ok girls?”

My heart stopped

“Did he just say what I think he said? I thought to myself in disbelief, It was confirmed by a quiet squee from K sat next to me. I handed over the money without opening my mouth and hurriedly left the taxi, hiding my make-up covered face again.

Now this would have been the perfect end to the night If we hadn’t got back to mine to discover that my brother had left his key in the door, effectively locking us out. I sat in my car and desperately started rubbing the make-up off my face, stuffed my wig into my bag and threw my hoodie on over the top of what I was wearing, thankfully I was in my jeans albeit the  very skinny ones) and then rang the doorbell, house phone and his mobile until he finally let us in and I sped upstairs , hoping he didn’t notice said jeans.

All in all a very eventful  Sunday. So now, I’ve had the house to myself again, and decided to try out what I was shown, still not A+ material yet, but getting there I feel.

as always, lemme know your thoughts in the comments



Big bag o’ swag

Good Evening everybody

Hope you Uk lot are looking forward to this extra long weekend, some of us have work tomorrow 😦

Aaaaaanyway, I got paid today, and finally had the courage to actually go shopping, albeit with my fiancée, and I’ve bout an entire new outfit. I’ve only just got home to discover that my brother is out for the night again, yay! So I’m sitting here, as Mel, with most of my new things on, and feeling damn fine about it 🙂

So “what did you buy Mel?” I hear you possibly ask. Take a look!

oh, and yes, that is make-up on the leg of the jeans there. That’s the stuff I’m not wearing at this precise moment, just because I don’t really have time to start trying it out tonight seeing as I have to be off to bed soon, I’m up at 5 (it’s now 8pm).

It was an interesting experience to say the least, as well as nerve-wracking. Every time my fiancée, (we’ll call her K for now) showed me something, or asked me what I was looking for I panicked, thinking that everyone around me would cotton on and ready the torch/pitchfork combo, and that was just the clothes, never mind the make-up wich was at the back of some tiny little shop and she was putting foundation on my arm. I’m surprised it stayed the amount I was sweating with nerves.

One final thing before I go off and enjoy my evening alone is that I’ve started watching “My transsexual Summer” on 4OD seeing as I missed it the first time round. If you’ve never seen it, I’d highly recommend it. Was stunned to find out that one of the girls was from my home sister Isle, Jersey, although she’s moved away now it still gives me hope that there are others somewhere on these little rocks, and I’ll try to seek them out.

Anyways that’s all for today, and here’s a song to play you out for your weekend. It’s called “My Song” and it’s written and performed by a good friend of mine, a perfect little tune to laze in the evening sun, or watch it set.


Mel xxx

Dream a little dream

Afternoon all.

So, I had the house to myself all night last night, as my parents are away in Malta for the week (all right for some eh) and my brother was off at a house party and staying there, so I thought I’d try something a little different. I slept as Mel. I put on my foam sleep forms, my wig, and a nightie I’d borrowed from my fiancée, and spent a whole night as Mel. It was an unusual way to wake up, but I think I had probably one of the best nights sleep in a while. The weirdest thing was, that I also had my first dream (that I can recall) where I saw myself as Mel rather than my male self, so the question is… does anybody else have this. How do you see yourself when you dream, because I’m finding this a really interesting concept, so I will be trying this again tonight to see if the same thing happens again (luckily I have excellent dream recall).

Anyway, that’s all for now


Mel xxx

P.S. My Song for the day is from my fave band of all time, The Barenaked Ladies

In the summer time…

Hey all.

So I’ve decided I’m gonna try to get at least 3 posts in a week, even if they are just random musings, otherwise, I’m worried this blog may just end up falling by the wayside.

So here we go.

By the gods is it warm today, I think summer is finally hitting the wonderful shores of Guernsey, and I really should be taking advantage of living no more than half an hour drive away from any beach, but instead, I’m hiding away at home, just revelling in the chance to be Mel while I can. One of my aims is to hit the beach in Mel mode by the end of the summer, as we always have our traditional “Send Off The Summer” barbecue during the August bank holiday at a secluded little beach on the north coast that is rarely frequented by other people, mainly so we can have a few drinks and make as much noise as we like. So with that in mind, I’m being taken shopping on Friday by a few mates for some summery clothes, and I’ve also been warned that a night on the town will be looming come July, which I’m looking forward to, and apprehensive about. But I’m gonna trust them and leave it in their capable hands, it just means I won’t be going anywhere near my local that night.

In other news, my back is now more or less fully repaired now, wich means I’m no longer high as a kite on painkillers half the time, which is a big plus lol. Other than that, I’m just hiding inside away from the heat and playing on Skyrim and listening to my old playlist from last summer. If I had to choose my favourite tune to listen to in the sun it would have to go to this great track from the Mighty Bosstones.

Till Next Time


Mel xxxx